Opening Doors.

North Yorkshire, UK, November 12, 2005.

Thought Adjuster.

Received by Helen Whitworth.

Thought Adjuster: “It takes courage to knock upon long-closed doors and reopen them to examine the ‘skeletons in the closet’ of your mind. Yet, for each door that is studiously avoided, there is an implicit fear—a fear of returning to the way you used to be, a fear of renewing old hurt, a fear that you have insufficient strength to face these challenges once more. However, whilst the door remains closed, the fear builds, undermining your sense of growth, your ability to deal with each and every circumstance as it arises.

“If you open the door with your fear as the key you will, of course, resonate those expectations, and you may expect each and every past challenge to come and hit you anew, with renewed vigor, repeating that cycle of behavior once more.

“However, if you take truth and forgiveness as your key to unlock that dark door you may find, at best, that the skeletons simply exist no longer, and that the light of the cupboard washes clean any past hurt and pain, or at worst that it will provide a new challenge for you to face and overcome with impeccability, transmuting the ugly beasts lurking in the shadows into harmless animals, that may be noticed, dealt with with love, and then quietly removed from your environment, having had their hold over you neutralized.

“It is mainly fear that you have little enough strength for these activities that hold you back, but each door unopened is like a festering wound, forgotten under layers of clothes, yet slowly rotting away good flesh with bad.

“Re-opening the door that you have just approached, after promptings from your Guardians, will bring up many issues that run deep currents through your adult life and sense of spiritual being. When one meets as catalyst for change, nothing is ever the same again, and it is so easy for you to lay all you are since that point upon the individual who heralded such a shake up in your view of the world.

“But consider this; your world was ripe to be shaken. The foundations you had built required crashing down to rebuild anew. Was your friend not acting as agent of God when he assisted you in this tumultuous event? Do no mistake the lesson for the individual who acts as messenger. He was, in most part, unknowing even of the letter he carried for you.

“I wish you to consider deep and hard the message he carried, and your response to him as person, and as messenger. You have long held understanding of the worth he played in assisting your life to collapse and renew, but you have yet to face the deepest emotions you held, and still hold, for him, and the fear you have of his ‘hold over you’.

“I ask you to think on each feeling, and to discover whether it belongs to his role, or his person. From that perspective it will give you a great deal of understanding as to the knots you have tied yourself into on this subject over years, and the best approach for you in facing him once more as brother, lover and friend.

“Do not assume either, that the being you last saw so many years ago is the same being that inhabits his name now. Years change every human, and as your perceptions change also, then so too does the object of your perception from within your reality.

“I cannot, and will now, say what the outcome of this ‘adventure’ will be. But at least, if you face it with truth, love and forgiveness, rather than fear, there will at least be one less skeleton rattling round in the recesses of your psyche. And remember, I AM always with you to hold you close, whenever you have need.

“Make no assumptions, and detach from the outcome. Heal yourself and treat yourself with kindness. He is in truth neither Nemesis nor Messiah, but a simple human who had the grace to allow himself to be used by the Divine Energy of the Universe to further your growth. Release your fear of him, as you have your attachment to your Icelandic Brother; and the cycle that has haunted you so long, most recently with the Warrior, shall be broken, leaving you to find your own, most beautiful companion.

“Now go see Wolf tonight. She has some news for you from The One you hold most dear, that can only come to being once you have faced this challenge.”

11:11 Angels